Therapy and medications for my illness

I have been suffering from mood disorder since a year now I initially ignored the symptoms of it but with time the symptoms intensified and now I’m feeling anxious frustrated due to mood swings and heart ache headache over sleeping to avoid mood swings and I feel like I’m having bipolar as once a doc prescribed me bipolar medication after examining my symptoms but I ignored that as well as I thought it will go away on it’s own but now I’m having panic attacks and I cry a lot I really need to be medicated coz it’s affecting my day to day life and disturbing my studies and my social life as well