Crying constantly deeply, headache or head heaviness, tired but cant sleep, distant from everyone inclusding my parents, fighting with my fiance, later regreting and telling sorry for being like this, i am scared of even doing an injection but now i feel like it will be good if somehow i die. I am really scared because i have never ever felt this strong feeling of ending my life or even thinking about ending my life. Everytime something happens i had hope. Never ever i thought of ending as an option. Should i be concerned? Or is just some phase? Will this feeling go away? I dont want to be like this. But i cant help it.